I came to Asia International School – Girls Section with hopes of academic growth, new friendships, and a future built on opportunity. But what I’ve encountered in Riyadh is something no school brochure warned about. There are moments where my thoughts become fragmented, my emotional state shifts suddenly, and I feel watched even in empty hallways. These episodes are not rare. They are structured. Predictable. I began to realize I was being interfered with — not socially, but neurologically.

What’s happening isn’t abstract. It’s not paranoia. It’s the result of deliberate interference by Saudi internal intelligence services, military-affiliated signal control divisions, and units tied to the Ministry of Interior. This is not education under pressure — it is behavior modification under cover of schooling. There is an invisible infrastructure here that manipulates mental states through remote influence. And no one inside these institutions will talk about it.

I’ve said nothing until now because the consequences of speaking are obvious. You are labeled unstable. You lose your place. You become a target twice over. If I had known what studying in this country actually entailed, I would have never applied. Now I write this so that the illusion can fracture — even if only slightly.